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20080927 ( 4:20:00 PM )
Hey world!
G.aunt's funeral today. I cried about 3 times, in 4 hour hours. Yes, I'm emotional. Daddy cried more than me. Shucks. Got to St. Teresa's at about 8. So freaking tired. Practically dragged myself outta bed. Showered, dressed, left.
Fiona was there waaayyyyy early. Had prayer at about 9. Gosh. Everyone was crying. Then went to the chapel for mass, my first time in AGES. Stand up, sit down, all the way. Then went on to Mandai to cremate. Had another prayer. After that, we had to place flowers on the coffin. I tried to control my tears, but they just couldn't stop flowing. We then went to the "viewing room" to witness the cremation. You couldn't see the burning of the coffin, but you get what I mean. It was so sad. Just about a month ago, I was going out shopping with KP, and now, she's gone, her body reduced to ashes. Life is so unpredictable. One minute you're alive and kicking, the next, you're lying in a wooden box, awaiting a flaming chamber.
The past 4 days were an amazing experience for me. It has shown me the fragility of life. Its has also bonded my entire family. Aunts, uncles, cousins. Talking about cousins, I've been real good friends with Fiona over the past days. I also "found" my long lost cousins. There were like 10 of them. Amazing. They were all like hunks and babes. I wonder if I'll grow up to be like them. They're all so rich and successful. Should hang out more often:)
I guess the passing of KP isn't that bad. It ended her suffering, bonded families, and helped me find new, wonderful friends. Anyways, she'll always be remembered in our hearts as this petite, frail old lady who would always be willing to help anyone if she can. KP, I love you. We'll miss you. You've gone to a better place, into the arms of God.
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Behaved weird in school the past few days. So hard to control my emotions. Laughing one moment, totally silent the next. Idk... If I've pissed/offended/upset anyone, please accept my sincerest apologies.
Till here!
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